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May 30 beautiful maskTell me something baby
Talk to me
Hi,come on ,lets talk
We did speak a lot but we never ever have a proper talk,shall we?
Tell me something, plz anything u like
Alriaht shall we do it this way, Ttell me a secret,a secret about you
Ok if you can’t think of any I’ll l tell you something
I have, had enough of our silence that’s my secret so, what u say? r u with me? Alight, I amgoing to sleep now
I have a choice we all have a choice keep silence or shut it out go on bearing it or just disappear We are quiet, aren’t we? We are patient, aren’t we? We hate arguing,don’t we? Yes we are,we do,used to But now see wot's in front me I can’t keep silent and I can’t shut it out I can’t bear it And, I can’t run away u know that, I can’t go any where without u and it hurts it bugs me a lot makes me sleepless at night it started to torturing me and makes me choke I feel like yelling feel like shaking ur fuckin'shoulders and crash my head into ur Chest
But after all, I just hung off the phone
All those emotions breaks to pieces Turn to pieces of a diary turn to lyrics of a song then people started to forget wot they were argue about in the beginning
and me, I m ganna try to get some sleep too lack of sleep could make people vunerable make them freak themselves out and shut it at each other but not us we are always good, are’t we?
Night night, babes that is wot I forgot to say just now and I love you i guess so
PS: I have a picture of a beautiful mask, however, it takes me sometime to find out wot's it called May 22 混淆 今天 突然有一种很难分清楚原因的伤感 像感冒时的鼻塞呼吸困难
在试图分清楚原因的时候
想起一些 已经消失掉的感觉
比如
某个星期天的下午看了一部异常伤感的电影
比如
一个人走在被雨水打湿的路上 路灯昏黄
比如
想起 失掉某个人 无法诉说 亦无法难过
像是 注视着一个旧伤疤 试图想起当时受伤的原因
像是 突然产生一种感觉 觉得有一个很重要的人 突然不存在了 消失了 再也见不到了 但你们却未曾谋面
像是 在透明空气中感觉到另一个自己 面对面的坐着 她轻吻你的脸
像是 感觉自己很爱的人很突然从心里离开
孤独 是不能吓坏一个成年人的 但有时候会回想起 自己曾经被它们吓坏 然后有一点点的心痛
PS:欢乐也许是一种比伤感更容易消化的东西
所以人们经常忘记自己怎样的快乐
但却记得悲伤时的所有细枝末节
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