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    May 30

    beautiful mask

    Tell me something baby

     

    Talk to me

     

    Hi,come on ,lets talk

     

    We did speak a lot but we never ever have a proper talk,shall we?

     

    Tell me something, plz

    anything u like

     

    Alriaht

    shall we do it this way,

    Ttell me a secret,a secret about you

     

    Ok if you can’t think of any

    I’ll l tell you something

     

    I have, had enough of our silence

    that’s my secret

    so, what u say?

    r u with me?

    Alight, I amgoing to sleep now

     

     

    I have a choice

    we all have a choice

    keep silence or shut it out

    go on bearing it or just disappear

    We are quiet, aren’t we?

    We are patient, aren’t we?

    We hate arguing,don’t we?

    Yes we are,we do,used to

    But now see wot's in front me

    I can’t keep silent and I can’t shut it out

    I can’t bear it

    And, I can’t run away

    u know that, I can’t go any where without u

    and it hurts

    it bugs me a lot

    makes me sleepless at night

    it started to torturing me and makes me choke

    I feel like yelling

    feel like shaking ur fuckin'shoulders and crash my head into ur Chest

     

    But after all, I just hung off the phone

     

    All those emotions breaks to pieces

    Turn to pieces of a diary

    turn to lyrics of a song

    then people started to forget wot they were argue about in the beginning

     

    and me, I m ganna try to get some sleep too

    lack of sleep could make people vunerable

    make them freak themselves out and shut it at each other

    but not us

    we are always good, are’t we?

     

    Night night, babes

    that is wot I forgot to say just now

    and

    I love you

    i guess so

     

     

    PS: I have a picture of a beautiful mask,

    however, it takes me sometime to find out wot's it called

    May 22

    混淆

     今天 突然有一种很难分清楚原因的伤感 像感冒时的鼻塞呼吸困难
     
    在试图分清楚原因的时候
    想起一些 已经消失掉的感觉
     
     
    比如
     
    某个星期天的下午看了一部异常伤感的电影
     
    比如
     
    一个人走在被雨水打湿的路上 路灯昏黄
     
    比如
     
    想起 失掉某个人 无法诉说 亦无法难过
     
     
    像是 注视着一个旧伤疤 试图想起当时受伤的原因
     
    像是 突然产生一种感觉 觉得有一个很重要的人 突然不存在了 消失了 再也见不到了 但你们却未曾谋面 
     
    像是 在透明空气中感觉到另一个自己 面对面的坐着 她轻吻你的脸
     
    像是 感觉自己很爱的人很突然从心里离开
     
     
    孤独 是不能吓坏一个成年人的 但有时候会回想起 自己曾经被它们吓坏 然后有一点点的心痛
     
     
    PS:欢乐也许是一种比伤感更容易消化的东西
    所以人们经常忘记自己怎样的快乐
    但却记得悲伤时的所有细枝末节